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[26 Nov 2007|06:40pm]
so i came down to the conclusion that i dont hate anyone. absolutely no one. no one should be hated. there are always going to be things you don't like about someone, but you never truly hate them. lifes to short to waste so much time hating. plus that person will probably achieve something you won't.

but on another note, i love christmas! and i've done no shopping so far and refuse to until my cast is off. ha. oh boyy. christmas music is bliss. im not really asking for anything special except for an ipod cause i love muz-ak. oh and a real gold necklace would be nice, but its not my biggest concern. i cant wait to go to the cityyyy! :)
boom chicka wah wah
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[30 Oct 2007|09:22pm]
talk about forever.
i broke my foot at olympic night, it blows.
i can't work, drive, do kickline, be dance captain, or dance.
i cry myself to sleep at night thinking about it.
i love my bestfriends emily mel and gabby.
plus my newst bff ashley nicole and erin!
yup and halloween is tomorrow. i think im seeing saw4. cool man :)
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[31 May 2007|09:41pm]
who has the most stressful three weeks coming up?
oh right thats me!

im dreading my dance rectial! ahhhh
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[23 May 2007|05:02pm]
time to randomly update.
i was stalked while driving home one night and it was so scary.
i got nails and they are really pretty but one jsut broke today and i pissed but i think im going to take them off soon ause i start work on friday and i dont think you can scoop icecream with nails. lol
prom was the best night of my life. i have the most amazing friends and i loved it so much. after prom was so much fun too =)
all i've been doing lately is dancing, which is a very good thing. i dance 3 hours a night and then maybe 4 on thurdays. saturdays and sundays i dance for like 7 hours. ohh i love it.
my cousin is coming over my house this weekend im excited but i dont think im going to see her alot cause she works alot.
we went to nyssma yesterday for chrous and we did really bad. we got a silver and last year we got a gold with distinction so we went down. but our chorus sucks so it was expected. next wednesday is the chorus concert.
next friday i have a shgow to go to.
next saturday is my rectial which im really excited for but there are 3 shows in one day so im going to be wiped.
june 7th is the ducks game, yay im so excited to go cause in the beginning of the year it was so much funn. lol
june 8th is the last day of school and the tri-m induction and maybe concert? its probably gonna be cancelled.
june 9th is mikes eagle scout ceremony which im kinda excited for cause i went to this kids who is friends of the family and it was really cool.
then i have 3 regents. so funn
then summer and im offically a senior :-P MADD WEIRD
ahah i cant wait.
oh and melody story is like my favorite girl in the world besides emily! <333
haha and stephen.
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[06 May 2007|09:20pm]
i took the SATs yesterday for the second time. thank goodness they are over for awhile. i had a dance competition today. it was better then the one last week but i dont know what we got cause i left early. junior prom is in 12 days, im very excited. yay. i start working soon, i might work this coming weekend but i think im just gonna wait till the week after prom. i love tanning, its so relaxing and alot less scary then i thought it was going to be. im getting tips soon and im really excited cause my nails are gross. oh and i have the worst feet every. ha like its not even from dance i just get random blisters and my feet are big and my toes are long, i dont i just hate them. i've been on a diet for 3 weeks and i've lost 5 pounds, which isnt that much but its really exciting for me cause i never lose weight. i havent been doing alot in school lately. i hate homework and i never do it. i have my senior pictures on wednesday, i dont know what i should wear ha. i got two new summer dreses and i want to wear them. but not for the pictures lol just in general. i feel like the year went by so fast, thats good though. 11th grade is maddd easy. emily is my favorite ever. i do everything with her, love love love. i cant think of anything else to say. kbyee.
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[23 Apr 2007|09:24pm]
so i've picked the colleges im going to apply for now i need to go visit them in the next 2-3 weeks. its kinda scary thinking about it because who ever thought i would want to be a math teacher for highschoolers, i know i didnt. its weird cause my parents kind of planted it in my head that danceing will take me no where in my future, like yea maybe i could do something with it in like the next few years but then its done with. so then math is my favorite subject so why not be a math teacher? hmm i guess its just weird to only be 17 and in 5 years im going to be graduated from college and be a math teacher and thats what i will do for the rest of my life. i guess i've just been thinking to much.

but i just really want summer cause i've been too stressed lately and i need a nice break off from everything.
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[10 Apr 2007|05:10pm]
so right now im done with dance, i could really give two shits about it. im not in competition which sucks. so now its competition month and all my classes are being cancelled cause all the girls in my classes need to pratice for competition except for me, im just not danceing. i have one regional class. so for the past 5 weeks i have been going to dance for one hour a week. or no hours a week. so then i signed up for 6 numbers for the recital. which is costing alot of money for the stupid cheap costumes. however my recital is in a month and a half and i know one dance, a half of my pointe, and a half of my tap. the other 3 numbers i dont even know what the beginning pose is. i seriously want to quit and just join back in the summer or fall. because next year for certain im doing competition and im going to be taking like 13 classes and not going to be doing the musical. im ready to be an amazing dancer but right now im not feeling anything. i've lost so much flexiblity just from not dancing in 5 weeks. erghhh its so annoyinggg.

i need school to be over with. im sick of it. im starting my search for colleges and it sucks i really dont know where to go at all. and SATs suck. i've been doing prep classes and im not really learning anything. ugh and my parents ae trying to sue the school. cause in like december in photo class some kid sprayed liguid nitrogen on my neck and i have the biggest burn/scar on my neck. so i went to the dermotoligist and they said i need to use this bleaching stuff but its not covered with insurance so its alot of money so my parents want the school to pay for it. so i have to go and fill out an incident report. and all my classes suck except for math. i love math. my classes for next year are going to be crazy. im not getting out early and im taking hard classes i think. this is my schedule: pre-calc honors, econimcs, criminal justice, cauchi's honors english class, physics, college accounting, child development, chrous, lunch, basic acting, outdoor ed. ohhh boy.

the things im looking forward to are im going to see the color purple on the 25th and im really interested on seeing fantasia cause i dont think she should of won american idol and i want to see if she is really a good singer. Also my friend is having a show at The Wave next friday and i cant wait. Then next saturday its my friend billys birthday and we are going to laser kingdom and i havent been there in so long so i cant wait cause i love laser tag! i have to visit 3 colleges before the schools are closed and even though i dodnt want to search for schoos im still excited to see what they are like. and junior prom is soon and i love my dress and its going to be soo much fun. and then i just cant wait for school to be over because then its summer and then im going on a cruise. i've never been on a cruise and its going to be so much fun with my cousin. im so excited!
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[30 Mar 2007|07:31pm]
hmmmm
lifes good!
LOVE IT!!!!!!
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[21 Mar 2007|10:23pm]
COME SEE LONGWOOD HIGH SCHOOL PRODUCTION OF:

"THE PAJAMA GAME"

Friday 3/23 @ 7:00pm
Saturday 3/24 @ 2:00pm and 7:00pm

plus its free!!!!

and im amazing!
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[26 Feb 2007|09:23pm]
my birthday! + a snow day! + my full license! + some pretty sweet presents from my parents! + dinner with my best friends! + melody's amazing presents! + kelsey saying happy birthday to me about a gazillion times!(exaggeratting alot) = the best day ever!!!<333333

life cant get any better!
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[18 Feb 2007|04:51pm]
omg so yesterday was probably the most exciting/scariest/fun/crazy day everrrrrr!
okay so i woke up and i got dressed.
then i went and got my hair done.
it has like blond highlights in it, i kinda like it and kinda dont. i dk lol
but its cool cause it was the first tiem i ever got my hair done.
then me and my mommy went to pzaz dresses and went prom shopping.
i think i tried on every dress there, all the people were getting annoyed and me cause i was taking so long but whateverr.
but i found the dress i had imagined in my head it would look like and im so excited! and i cant wait till junior prom!
however the dress is alittle tight so i have to lose like 5 pounds to get it to fit perfect but that will be easy.
soo thennn me and my mom were going to go to the mall cause i wanted to buy a red pocket book.
so were driving and we got into a car accident.
most scariest thing everrr. it was all the other guys fault we were going west and he was making a left turn going east and he didnt see us so he decided to go but there was no room for him on the other side of the road so he stopped in the middle of the road but was like 5 feet away from us so i slammed on the brakes and swerved out of the way but it wasnt good enought and we crashed. and it was probably the most scaries thing ever, i really thought i was going to die. the lights and the glass flying and then my head hit the steering wheel. its so scary when i think about it. but im fine thank god.
all i did for an hour was cry. the asian guy was really sorry and sais he is gonna pay for everything.
im just glad though cause the police man was saying how i wont get any points on my license or anything cause it was 0% my fault it was all the other guys thank god.
but now im not gonna get a car for awhile cause now my moms car is in the shop and if it cant be fixed she is gonna need a new car and then my parents arent gonna want to buy me one but whatever.
so that was my day and then i had to fill out paper work but its okay cause we are all alive and fine, which is the most important thing.
then i went home and then went to kevins house where he made me oriental salad that was really good cause i was so hungry. lol
but yea that was my wonderful saturday. ha
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[16 Feb 2007|11:10pm]
rip lance lorenz
3/18/90 - 2/14/07

only the good die young, god bless you.
tear it up there in heaven for us until we get there with you.
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[12 Feb 2007|08:03pm]
so the past few days have been very good.
last thursday i got really sick and almost passed out in the hallway.
so emily took me to the nurse at school.
it was the first time i every went in my high school life. lol
so it was 2nd period and i went home and slept for 10 hours! o man it was nice!
then friday i went to school then went to the kickline game.
after that me chrisitna and gabby went to friendlys yumm.
thenn saturday i went on the SKI TRIP!!!
it was so much fun, we left at 4:30.
the bus kept stalling while we were going up there so we ended up switching buses on the way there.
then i skiiedddd!!! i skiied with bryan, matt f, logan p, and bill p.
matt f went over a jump and landed on his head and got a minor concussion.
it was soo scary.
then went back to the bus at 3:30 and then bus wasnt there and we had to do all this complicated stuff cause the bus was gay and we had to wait for this kid who broke his foot and then we had to get searched cause someones snowboard was stolen.
so we didnt end up leaving until 6 and we get home at 10.
then kevin came over and we hung out.
then on sunday i did homework.
then i went out bowling for jon wilsons birthday!!!
madd fun!
then i had school today which was pretty gay.
but i stayed after and then went to gabby's house were we got ready.
then we went to our friends show in amittyville.
omg it was soo good, we didnt get to stay and watch any of the other bands but thats okay.
well thats it i hope we dont have school on wednesday cause i want it to be a snow day! :o)
okayy im going to the poconos next week! YESS!<33
okay byeeee!
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[03 Feb 2007|08:51pm]
hairspray<3 )
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[01 Feb 2007|09:40pm]
hazel died today
it's really upsetting
my sister loved the hamster so much.
she is heart broken
i feel so bad for her :o(
this week has been mad stressful.
i havent got much sleep this week
i can never fall asleep or i just keep waking up.
but i cant wait for tomorrow so i can go out and forget about school.
then on saturday im going to the city to see hairspray :o)
then sunday is the super bowl.
and i cant wait till next saturday cause im going on
Longwood's first annual ski trip! :o)
then the week after that, on feb break im going to the Poconos!
and then on the the 26th its my birthday!
dont forget my presents lol<333
but yeaa lets just get this week done withh.


rip
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:o) [20 Jan 2007|11:15pm]
im at kelseys house right now
kelsey, matt, and sean are here.
we ate ramen noodles and they were so good!
and now we are haveing nice hot sex! mmmmm
JJJKKKK
i fell asleep for like 15 minutes it was nice!
well yea my butt hurts from using kelseys laptop
hehe
okay im gonna go make out with my friends
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math homework = surveyyy [16 Jan 2007|10:04pm]
[ mood | calm ]

i love math homework, but i love these more! )

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[16 Jan 2007|03:26pm]
i love life right now<3
i got to see kelsey this past weekend and it was a bundle of joy!
i went shooping and got some sweet clothes.
hmmm i really want to go to a party.
doesnt matter what kind of party. i just wanna go to one. lol
i cant wait to go on vacation!
im so excitedddddd.

one thing im really upset about is my photo class.
i really thought i was gonna love it but its just been such a pain
i dont think i have the capablity to take good pictures. o well
the class is over next week.

so i really hate performing at the basketball games.
like i have to go perform tongiht but im not interested in going.
i feel like there is no one to really hang out with on the team.
w/e

im really excited to start rehersing for steam heat.
i just think that there is alot of people in the number.
like its only me, chrisitna r, dannielle forys, bryan b, mike q, and sam ortiz
buts that alot
the number only really consists of one girl and two boys.
but we will see how it goes.

and for next year i've been thinking.
im not sure yet but i dont know if im gonna do the musical.
cause i really want to do competition since it will be my senior year.
so i was thinking of doing what pam did in her senior year.
just be dance captian and taht way i dont have to be at all the rehersals.
but im not sure yet cause i do love the musicals.

oh i saw two movies this weekend.
pursuit of happiness and alpha dogs.
omg they were both sooo goood!!
justin timberlake is soo hot!<3
and will smith is such a good actor and i love his son!

hmm i hate homework
and i hate studying
i have lots of test this week, midterms. gross.
i have my english regents next week.
im not nervous at all cause im good at writing essays
thhe only thing is the last essay about crictal lens.
i never understand them. mhhmmmm

well yea black guys are scary
i was sexually harrassed on my bus today
i was so scared.
eek

bye.
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start of the year 2007! [09 Jan 2007|10:24pm]
my name is trisha.
i sprained my index finger on my left hand.
it hurts badly.
i dislike my ballet teacher.
but i love ddr.
i dislike that some people cant dance.
i love diet snapples!
im a slut on kickline.
i dislike music theory.
i like a boy.
i can't do a stradle.
i dislike that we have to perform at girls basketball games.
i cant wait till junior prom.
my phone is amazing.
i want my kickline sweats.
i dislike lots of people and sluts..
my birthday is in 50 days.
i can play the titanic on the piano.
i'm to weird for anyone to handle.
i come off conceited.
but im not.
lifes, life
i live with it
so can you.
<3
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[01 Jan 2007|08:24pm]
HAPPY NEW YEAR!!
lots of things are changing this year
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